I gasped once today on Thursday 5th.
Do you literally know how to keep your feelings to yourself? I don’t.
Let me tell you the competely.
Someone was chosen as my oxygen everyday, He goes in and out everytime I take a breath.
Sitting and teasing around my past and future life, shout snicker out loudly.
He could a half my bestfriend and a torement.
I could love him as half as my bestfriend or lover. Everyday I wake up and do love you, that is the time when my feelings growing up.
And because of he doesn’t feel the same way like on earth does to me, it doesn’t complete me such a finishing puzzle.
I wonder the day he could kiss me when the rains dropped on my nose

P.S : I Love You

"If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along so why can't you see?

You belong with me..

You belong with me.."

Wacthing VMA by MTV, and Tay was awesome singing that song.

I gotta love Taylor Swift when was seeing her in first video Love Story, either lyrics and its country genre, make me so fallin' love with her.

She deserved to get award, she completely has accompolished everything.

Fans, musics, lyrics, performances, acting.

Just wait for the second Taylor Swift album

-Just because we use cheat doesn't mean we are not smart

(We are smart as monkeys)

I’m happy such as a kid gets candy.
But when do I predict the time going to get happiness? It could be everyday.
Prefering to be covered by sand along the beach, I enquired why they wanted the fame.
Hey I’ve been up since I was born, I’m not partly blind.
Fame your precious time to everybody could hear your shit shout. Even though they don’t quiet understand what that is.

Been working and thinking so long, I got tired.
Have you ever imagined if time turned into pause mode, and you are the one who gets the remote in your grasp. What would you do? Control over the whole world be as one.
Probably.
If I were The chosen, I would. Despite I could be arrested by the police or everybody who acts as a hero.
I am running, I am hiding from those people. Everyday.
I just got one friend hiding with me. A shadow which always stands behind my gesture.
I’d take an oath for saving and healing every path on this earth. Including me.
I was being broken by everything.
I just need a minuet to collect and put my self as one and back to rush.

" And how does the Mama build me like this?"

Saturday 9th
Ain’t on my laptop, Ain’t on my laptop.
I’ve got so many activities recently, da. It’s blowing my mind up.
These are my schedule activities for today,

Waking up ‘bout dawn, squirming on my bed about 10 minuets, my Mom yelling me out to get out of the bed, Okay Im up now and sitting in the corner of the bed, and make a big yawn, I’m still chilling out to get a sleep. And then a creepy screaming voice shaking my house, again.
My mom won’t let me get a sleep just for a while. Ah!

I wonder If I could be waking up in Vegas, hahaha (Inspired by Katy Perry’s song)

After taking a bath, just a moment I’m on my car to get to go. Holyshit, why do I have to do these all, my daily sucks life? For everyday?

Gasping my oxygen out, I must get burning up everyday for this boring.

Im at my course now, sketching on a big damn paper. It’s a drawing course. I don’t mind doing this, because this’s what I’m supposed to do, especially to pursue my future dreams J.
Finally it’s over, and some activities had left. Give me one more activity left, English Course.
Okay, Bla-bla-bla-bla-bla, Ta-daaa no need too many times, it’s over.
And I can breath fucking free on my way to get home.


Today has gone.